chaos when believed in – aouch

My last post about the neighbors was a jubilation. But: it turns out that Andreas had heard me say something I did not – and even though I have mailed them and explained very clearly what I offered to do, hell is loose again inside. I got a mail from his wife  last evening, and that set up chaos in the night of such a magnitude that I feel like all my innards are poisoned.

I have no difficulties seeing that we all are innocent – so the chaos comes from something in me that wants me there.

I allow this to be dissolved for me…is all I can say

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