The down-trodden path of the ego-walk

Skyping with Kit, I explore the “something” in me that feels and thinks that the old tortured identity is to be preferred to awakening. It has been made a connection, it seems – it is “known”, “familiar,” “me,” “how it IS” – the path is well-trodden.

A few days ago, I believed in what Barbara wrote: The “evidence” of pain is simply “False Evidence Appearing Real = Fear. I was in an enlightened state of mind  for about an hour or more. All was simple there – easy – free – joyful.

And then the “wham” comes, predictably  – back in ego-perception.

Seeing the connection, made in fear, means that it is dissolving.



3 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Barbara
    May 25, 2012 @ 23:36:32

    Who is back in ego-perception? Bring that witness to the stand. Things that are simply passing cannot be real. It is just a little misunderstanding:)


    • leelotchka44
      May 26, 2012 @ 12:39:12

      Some times I believe in “the little misunderstanding.” Ego-perception switches with right-minded all the time. I find that the most loving thing to do for me is just to witness when I am in ego and forgive that. Thanks for being here, Barbara! Please go on commenting.


  2. Barbara
    May 26, 2012 @ 14:31:00

    Yes, that is the most loving thing we can do is to forgive ourselves for thinking we are separate from God. To forgive ourselves for thinking we are a body. To forgive ourselves for believing this world is real. Sometimes it is in seeing everything that we are not that we can see What We Are. Love to you sweet Nina!


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