About a week ago I felt bad and wanted to give myself a treat – my own recipe of nut/seed/dates/cocoa-mix. They need to be frozen to keep, so I bit into one and broke my front teeth with a loud crack.
I found out that that tooth is connected to the stomach – and the stomach reacted with huge pains and fever. Something inside insisted that I had an opportunity to relate to this with something more energy medicine – like surrendering, like accepting that this was a gift. One whole night I communed with Holy Spirit, Who came through as never before: crystal clear channeling. I asked for help from the Comforter – His/her other name 🙂 very specifically: come into my lungs and the wound, fill it with Light. I felt it as a physically hot wave of light and healing, it lasted for hours.
I got an appointment with my dentist since 50 years – I love that guy! and he told me we need to get the tooth out and create a bridge. I was there this morning, and all went well – except a tiny thread of root not coming out.
Asking the Holy Spirit about this – and hearing that what I need to focus on, is JOY. When fear of pain or anxieties of what could happen, appears – choose in that very moment to feel joy instead. And that little root remnant is there for you to occupy you mind to choose JOY EACH TIME you think about that root.
This was clearly not a mental exercize – I was meant to SIT there and do nothing else.
After the operation I went to the Mall nearby. Right outside of Finn’s office, a big car had parked: x cleaning. PURE JOY.
In the mall, a poster of a small boy , smiling to me: he had lost the same tooth in the upper mouth 🙂
A third poster in the Mall praised the JOY of Autumn.
I called my daughter and shared, a little later this joy of autumn flowers arrived.
I felt warm joy – and very fast I thought about doing my favorite Friday crossword puzzle. One minute – and my doorbell sounded – no one physical was there. Aha – could I maybe use some time on joy?
Well, at least a minute…hm, more crosswording – and the doorbell rang for the second time.
No more dawdling
Sitting down, resting in Peace, resting in JOY
Holt Spirit, THANK YOU