Autonomity

A big step forward today

The sweetest from the communal health workers, tiny and radiant Li from Sri Lanka, visited today with the very simplest way for me to take prescribed pills: a roll of tiny plastic bags. I just rip them of at the correct date.

This came after days and days of struggle between me and the communal workers – I was feeling like a small child that could not be trusted – and this night I loudly told The Universe what I wanted:

To be seen and treated like an adult, able to remember and take care of taking her medicines without being controlled.

And exactly so it happened

This is what a Course in Miracles is all about: stating the truth about myself and everybody – we are as God created us – radiant souls – expecting to see that in everybody, blessing them in this vision- expecting the very best

And then comes Li♥

Operation of Cancer

There is still a lot going on in the mind about that operation I had 4th September. Maybe sharing it here would help me process it all, I hope.

September the 4th my niece and magical playmate C, chief physician in her county, drove me to the hospital. The chief nurse Leelah came to fetch Leelah/me into the operation-room where the anesthesia-nurse Leelah waited.

THREE Leelahs. I kid you not.

So of course I commented: “Now only Bach is missing ( the surgeon Vivaldi was playing the 4 seasons, of course)
Then nurse Leelah grinned and said and said “My Mother’s name was Bach, Anna Bach“

The operation lasted for 7 hours. 

They got it all out.  No radiation or medicine necessary. Just a piece of errant cells that were removed.

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Since then, there has been a medicine regimen that I have found a bit bothersome, but it is trapped down this week. The thing is, this Vivaldi-fellow’s energy feels like hooked on to me. Or me to his.Maybe its just the ego that goes ballistic with pride that I have been operated by a surgeon with such extraordinary ancestors.

Or – maybe its just – a thought this minute – that SO MUCH was happening around me – and now it is very very quiet. No drama at all. And no drama queen ( except that I shared all of this, of course.)

I went to sleep at Winter-starting – 3:30

I think it was an excellent choice for music.