Oh I discover how much TIME is the main keeper of the separation-thought- this night had such a complete chaotic dream about MY time and OTHERS time and that I must not take others time, and they must certainly not think it OK to take my time – and oh, this is what have been one of the ways I have whipped myself the most – “don’t waste the precious time with silly things” – and it is the WHIPPING that I notice – the demands that time is REAL and that divine timelessness is not a state of mind to love and to exist in
– can you sense the energy frequency of all those demands – and how the “I MUST I SHOULD I OUGHT TO rises from it, making us slaves of time
Oh I am perfectly aware of the fact that as long as we believe ourselves to be separate beings and I have made an appointment with people it is good to not make them wait – since we all “down here” in the world believe in it ( I think the Easterners don’t have the same grip on it as the Westerners, and certainly the tribe-people see time as much more flexible and pliable) – but what I am discovering is that it is a concept, believed in as true and real -and when I drop that belief, my day is completely different – and things fall into place in the most natural way
I may have written this before – the sessions I have with students/clients seem to vary from 10 minutes to a lifetime – that is the feel of it – and in reality, they are 1.5 hours
Maybe the sessions that seem to last forever, we do work of healing that spreads through the hologram of dimensions in a very effective way
The time aspect may also be the reason that some clients stopped the process after just one session – yes 🙂 and then they return for more after 7 years. 7 years! “Now we are ready” they say – and that’s when it started to become fun
After that chaotic dream, my head felt like a bomb with toxic waste. I stretched out my hand and grabbed the wisewordnotebook lying there, opened it randomly.
“Let this rest in the space pf No Demands” it said.
My experience is that without the belief in the need for time, there are no demands
just a flowing HERE and NOW
This is a poem you can read from both ways: from up-down and also from down up.
Just like this world, where Truth is turned upside down
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HELL
Descending into your oldest grief
That of being ice-bonely alone
Free tumbling down in the abyss
Stonewalls whisper unworthiness
I Will Not Fall!
Allowing yourself to be fully falling
Your head bursts into endless cracks
Your vision turns inward
There it is: the Christ Child
Smiling to you inside of you –
Wake up wake up
Breathe breathe
Here Now
HEAVEN